It almost ruined me, and your post helped save me. I'm glad you overcame this awful addiction bro. I hope people read this and see the danger, especially in fetish related porn. It's stopping me fully being satisfied with my life. I'm having the best days of my life, being my true self, built up some great confidence, got some mates, nobody there trying to pull me down, just evil porn. It makes me feel ashamed and that's the real me feeling that. I've began to rebuild myself and the last thing in the way is porn. I know now how bad of a contribution to my previous depression it was. I'm still a bit depressed and suffering anxiety from it all. The past few years have been tough for me and everything is running a lot more smoothly now, apart from 1 thing. I presume I crossdressed because I wanted women so badly. All's I knew when I started was that crossdressing turned me on. Porn made things absolutely atrocious for me. The stuff it makes you believe you are is honestly sickening. I knew crossdressing as a kid was a fetish I accidentally got into and wish I'd never have bothered. I was lucky, it wasn't as strong as before. I eventually stopped again and relapsed once more, which was the time which made me realise a lot. Unrealistic and false fantasies which the real me would shudder at. It didn't help being a horny teenager, but porn just made everything bad. I quit for 2-3 years and it came back, I quit again, came back really bad and porn and crossdressing tricked me into believing I was partly woman, and I honestly believe it was the desire for sex that porn made me feel. I started crossdressing, thinking it was a harmless fetish. Just finish where I started, which was almost virtually harmless. I will quit after this week, as I want to enjoy p with some actual girls I'm attracted to, so I don't quit on a bad note. It's not me, porn is controling my very mind. I've decided to quit fully with the horrible Feminisation and Ladyboy shit today. I've luckily never got into hypnosis, I tried it once or twice and knew something was terribly wrong.
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